Sunday, 6 April 2008

Happy Birthday

*DISCLAIMER*
[_illusionist_]:
My friend' s birthday is a week and a half from now.
I'm dedicating this poem to her as one of my bestest friends(:
She's been through with me the few of life's hardest obstacles
and through most thick and thin.
When I look back and think of how it would've been like without her,
Somehow I cannot imagine how it would be like.
*END DISCLAIMER*

From Day One,
You came out all red and bloody
Your mom held you close
Her cheeks all teary and puffy

Your dad was proud
Your grandma was over the moon
Your granddad told all his friends
How you'd come back from the hospital soon.

10 years flew by
And then we met
Oh such strangers we were
You wanna bet?

You were as quiet as I was loud
It's a real wonder how us two
With personalities like the ends of a magnet
Became as close as best friends do

Like all friendships we had our ups and downs
Our quarrels, tears, misunderstandings
But we always made up in the end
Hilarious was both of us apologising

Encouraging each other to work hard,
We ground the PSLEs and got good scores
And was posted into the same High School.
But there, I made new friends and you made yours

But I will always be there
For you when I'm needed
This friendship I will not forget
This friendship will be remembered

So, today's your birthday
You're turning One-Four
It's a joyous occasion
I hope you'll remember it forever more.

You'll be surrounded with girlfriends and presents
We'll be there giggling like primary school-ers
Watching you rip the wrappers open
And on your rebonded hair we'll be nasty and put curlers(heh heh heh)

We'll sing with you the birthday song
And wish you the best birthday ever
You'll be so touched you sob,
"Won't we stay the best of friends forever?"

So my dear friend
Today, it's all about you
To my dearest friend:

A HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY to YOU(:

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Thursday, 3 April 2008

Don't worry, it's just a cut

*DISCLAIMER*
It's another one I made,
and it's alot shorter than the rest o.O
sorry I haven't been making poems
kinda busy these few days.
Enjoy^^
*END DISLAIMER*

Don't worry, it's just a cut
My arm is streaked with silver snakes
Don't worry, it's just a cut
My skin is torn with white cold flakes

Don't worry, it doesn't hurt
The blade is gleaming, white and gold
Don't worry, it doesn't hurt
Tracing the blue of a vein, who could've been more bold

Don't worry, I'm alright
It's just the red, it makes me giddy
Don't worry, I'm alright
My head's spinning, I'm going crazy

Don't worry, I can't be hurt
The tip tears across my flesh
Don't worry, I can't be hurt
Crimson red stains the carpet's mesh

Don't worry, it's just a cut
The blood pools more
Don't worry, it's just a cut
My life's no more.

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Friday, 28 March 2008

It's Murder without a Knife

*DISCLAIMER*
It's another one of mine that i just wrote.
Hope you people will like it(:
*END DISCLAIMER*

It wasn't my fault
I honestly didn't mean it
She asked me to
She gave me all this shit

She didn't tell you?
Oh that bitch
While my heart's breaking
She making out at the beach

I'm the the scapegoat,
I can't help
She made me do it,
And now I can't give a yelp.

She told me a secret,
hooked pinkies ; a promise
She two-timed you
And now she wants to give you a miss

So now come the part
Where the prat asked me
"would you help?
I can't break his heart, you see."

She was a friend, my best
Smiling I offered
Not knowing this trap she made
Was, by my every step, deepened.

But he love you gave me
Was sweeter than candy
Before long I fell for
That love which you gave me

With your hand in mine
I still remember your touch
I felt the warmth
I just miss you so much

With my head on your shoulder
In just the right spot
You made my head spin
You made my heart stop

With your hands on my waist
And mine on your chest
I could feel your heart beating
Against mine in my breast

With all these memories in my head
I thought of you day and night
You were my addiction
Like a cigarette and a light

You said it would never end
This love would be forever
I was so naive
Believing in "happily ever after"

How'd I know this wasn't meant to last
And that fairy tales
Never comes true
You put my love up on a scale

I heard ugly rumours
How I'd never match up to you
How you'd rather die
Than carry anything I sew

You blamed me for your previous break
You said I was spreading lies
"She never two-timed me,
I asked, she said it was a lie."

I was so shocked I couldn't cry
I never knew that
Those few words could hurt so much
I suddenly wished that we'd never met

You knew I still loved you
But now you didn't care
You acted so cold, I found myself wishing:
"Please let me wake from this nightmare."

But it wasn't a nightmare,
Although reality does seem much like it
I wondered if we could ever patch,
But you gave a huge fit

Inside I felt so worthless
I thought that you'd never find out
I admit I never knew I'd love you so much
Now to someone I needed to shout

But when everyone heard of this
They all started to shun me too.
I felt like an insect,
I hid for days in the loo

I knew everyone thought I broke your heart
The bitch still spread rumours
But no one knew the truth
Under my breath I mouthed curses

Suddenly i felt all alone
I couldn't let it out
No shoulder to turn
Those friends I could do without

I slowly turned cold
My insides all frozen
I didn't give a hoot for everything
Who gives a damn about those hot men

It's too hard to say
So I keep it inside me
I can feel it's teeth
It's alive inside me

It's eating out my insides
It's killing me alive
Just then I found out
It wasn't you who murdered me with a knife

It was your words
They struck me so hard
Outside I have to be smiley,
while inside I'm dying so bad

My intestines have all rotted
My brain is all soggy
But my heart continues to pump
But my body is so laggy.

What's this?
You're telling me I cannot die?
What can be worse, then
It's murder without a knife

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Thursday, 27 March 2008

It's weird how i love you

*DISCLAIMER*
Hahas(:
Finished my two exams like finally.
I did this on my handphone again.
Hope you people like it(:
*END DISCLAIMER*

It's weird you know,
The way we were teased by people before.
They thought we were one
Joining our names.

It's weird you know,
How we'd deny it
Like we never knew what love was.
Perhaps you didn't, but i knew i did

It's weird you know,
I've been in and out of love twice
Each of them painful
Each of them i cried.

It's weird to know,
How I stopped believing in love
Until I met you
Although i was dense enough not to notice

It's weird to know,
The look i see in your eyes,
Though i don't know what it means
But i thought i saw a flash

It's weird to know,
Perhaps I didn't want to believe
Truthfully, i was afraid of being hurt again.
I was afraid of rejection

It's weird to know,
How i deluded myself
I told myself i didn't like you at all
But i really cannot help it

It's weird to know,
I'm going to face up to my feelings
I'll brace myself
And tomorrow would be a new birthday

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Tuesday, 25 March 2008

We'll be sisters for a lifetime

*DISCLAIMER*
I made this myself,
Rather impromptu yeahs
I did this on the spot.
From my handphone hehs
It's about how two sisters love to fight each other and end up hating each other.
But it has a kinda happier end(:
*END DISCLAIMER*

I know we fight 24/7
Though mummy tells us not to
Endorphins released, oh what heaven
I pull your hair and you pull mine

You're 4 years my junior
Asking me non-stop questions
Perhaps i should have seen that earlier
You just wanted to know as much as me

I complained to mum,
How you were so annoying
How you couldn't even do your sums
How i thought you were dumb

I thought mum was biased,
That she always sided with you
I smiled to you my wryiest
And told you i hated you

Being young you didn't understand
But i forgot you grew, like me
All these years the things i couldn't mend
Perhaps you grew to hate me too

From those innocent eyes that looked at me
Now i see what i saw then
In you, i saw me, i heard me
Your eyes your voice in an "i hate you"

Just then in school the teacher said,
"Describe your sister in two minutes."
I was stuck, i scratched my head
I couldn't speak a single word

Afterwards i slapped myself
For being such a failure
I was a sister to yourself
But i couldn't even manage 2 minutes talking about you

I hung my head as i thought about this
Kinship only happens once and lasts for only a lifetime
Once i reached home i hugged you and gave you a kiss
For nothing can change this bond we share

I'm sorry i wasn't a proper sister all these years
I should have realised earlier
Without you for all those years
I'll admit my life would've been pretty boring

Thank you for always being there for me, though i've been too blind to realise it. Deep in my heart, you'll always be my little sister.

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Wednesday, 6 February 2008

A Daddy's Poem

*DISCLAIMER*
This one's not mine either.
I got it from
  • [Broken[Hearted[Fool]'s quizzila page

  • I thought it was really sweet, so I decided that I had to share it with all of you.
    Well, enjoy!
    *END DISCLAIMER*



    Her hair was up in a pony tail,
    Her favorite dress tied with a bow.
    Today was Daddy's Day at school,
    And she couldn't wait to go.

    But her Mommy tried to tell her,
    That she probably should stay home.
    Why the kids might not understand,
    If she went to school alone.

    But she was not afraid;
    She knew just what to say.
    What to tell her classmates
    Of why he wasn't there today.

    But still her mother worried,
    For her to face this day alone.
    And that was why once again,
    She tried to keep her daughter home.

    But the little girl went to school
    Eager to tell them all.
    About a dad she never sees
    A dad who never calls.

    There were daddies along the wall in back,
    For everyone to meet.
    Children squirming impatiently,
    Anxious in their seats

    One by one the teacher called
    A student from the class.
    To introduce their daddy,
    As seconds slowly passed.

    At last the teacher called her name,
    Every child turned to stare.
    Each of them was searching,
    For a man who wasn't there.

    'Where's her daddy at?'
    She heard a boy call out.
    'She probably doesn't have one,'
    Another student dared to shout.

    And from somewhere near the back,
    She heard a daddy say,
    'Looks like another deadbeat dad,
    Too busy to waste his day.'

    The words did not offend her,
    As she smiled up at her Mom.
    And looked back at her teacher,
    Who told her to go on
    And with hands behind her back,
    Slowly she began to speak.
    And out from the mouth of a child,
    Came words incredibly unique.

    'My Daddy couldn't be here,
    Because he lives so far away.
    But I know he wishes he could be,
    Since this is such a special day.

    And though you cannot meet him,
    I wanted you to know.
    All about my daddy,
    And how much he loves me so .
    He loved to tell me stories
    He taught me to ride my bike.
    He surprised me with pink roses,
    And taught me to fly a kite.

    We used to share fudge sundaes,
    And ice cream in a cone.
    And though you cannot see him.
    I'm not standing here alone.

    'Cause my daddy's always with me,
    Even though we are apart
    I know because he told me,
    He'll forever be in my heart'
    With that, her little hand reached up,
    And lay across her chest.
    Feeling her own heartbeat,

    And from somewhere here in the crowd of dads,
    Her mother stood in tears.
    Proudly watching her daughter,
    Who was wise beyond her years.

    For she stood up for the love
    Of a man not in her life.
    Doing what was best for her,
    Doing what was right.

    And when she dropped her hand back down,
    Staring straight into the crowd.
    She finished with a voice so soft,
    But its message clear and loud.

    I love my daddy very much,
    he's my shining star.
    And if he could, he'd be here,
    But heaven's, just too far.

    You see he is a Soldier
    And died just this past year
    When a roadside bomb hit his convoy
    And taught Canadians to fear.
    But sometimes when I close my eyes,
    it's like he never went away.'
    And then she closed her eyes,
    And saw him there that day.

    And to her mothers amazement,
    She witnessed with surprise.
    A room full of daddies and children,
    All starting to close their eyes.

    Who knows what they saw before them,
    Who knows what they felt inside.
    Perhaps for merely a second,
    They saw him at her side.

    'I know you're with me Daddy,'
    To the silence she called out.
    And what happened next made believers,
    Of those once filled with doubt.

    Not one in that room could explain it,

    For each of their eyes had been closed.
    But there on the desk beside her,
    Was a fragrant long-stemmed pink rose.

    And a child was blessed, if only for a moment,
    By the love of her shining star.
    And given the gift of believing,
    That heaven is never too far.

    They say it takes a minute to find a special
    Person, an hour to appreciate them,
    A day to love them, but then an entire
    Life to forget them.

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    Betrayal

    *DISCLAIMER*
    This isn't mine either
    Just found it really nice
    From
  • Kittylurver210's quizilla page

  • hope you all like it too!
    *END DISCLAIMER*

    We were there for each other,
    there 'till the end,
    laughing and playing,
    we were best friends.

    We always talked,
    we were never mean,
    what I didn't know,
    was your horrid scheme.

    It happened so fast,
    in the blink of an eye,
    I can't comprehend,
    I won't even try.

    You hurt us all,
    you lied to me,
    your so called friend,
    the used-to-be.

    You earned my trust,
    from the very start,
    and then you had,
    to tear me apart.

    Why you lie,
    I'll never know,
    this other side,
    you've never shown.

    Now I cry,
    for all our pain,
    but for all these lies,
    what is to gain?

    Attention or love,
    is that what you see,
    all of those things,
    they won't set you free.

    The lies that you told,
    you can't take them back,
    not even the hearts,
    that you had to crack.

    What was this,
    some kind of wrath,
    I can't believe,
    you chose this path.

    And now I know,
    the true blue you,
    and what you say,
    can't know it's true.

    These hidden tears,
    I'll never cry,
    since that's your plan,
    I won't comply.

    I can't even trust,
    whatever you say,
    this con for his trust,
    a game I won't play.

    I hope that you find,
    some other way,
    to gain his love,
    and still I pray.

    I wish you wouldn't,
    have to say,
    all of those things,
    your lies will pay.

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