It's Murder without a Knife

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It's another one of mine that i just wrote.
Hope you people will like it(:
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It wasn't my fault
I honestly didn't mean it
She asked me to
She gave me all this shit

She didn't tell you?
Oh that bitch
While my heart's breaking
She making out at the beach

I'm the the scapegoat,
I can't help
She made me do it,
And now I can't give a yelp.

She told me a secret,
hooked pinkies ; a promise
She two-timed you
And now she wants to give you a miss

So now come the part
Where the prat asked me
"would you help?
I can't break his heart, you see."

She was a friend, my best
Smiling I offered
Not knowing this trap she made
Was, by my every step, deepened.

But he love you gave me
Was sweeter than candy
Before long I fell for
That love which you gave me

With your hand in mine
I still remember your touch
I felt the warmth
I just miss you so much

With my head on your shoulder
In just the right spot
You made my head spin
You made my heart stop

With your hands on my waist
And mine on your chest
I could feel your heart beating
Against mine in my breast

With all these memories in my head
I thought of you day and night
You were my addiction
Like a cigarette and a light

You said it would never end
This love would be forever
I was so naive
Believing in "happily ever after"

How'd I know this wasn't meant to last
And that fairy tales
Never comes true
You put my love up on a scale

I heard ugly rumours
How I'd never match up to you
How you'd rather die
Than carry anything I sew

You blamed me for your previous break
You said I was spreading lies
"She never two-timed me,
I asked, she said it was a lie."

I was so shocked I couldn't cry
I never knew that
Those few words could hurt so much
I suddenly wished that we'd never met

You knew I still loved you
But now you didn't care
You acted so cold, I found myself wishing:
"Please let me wake from this nightmare."

But it wasn't a nightmare,
Although reality does seem much like it
I wondered if we could ever patch,
But you gave a huge fit

Inside I felt so worthless
I thought that you'd never find out
I admit I never knew I'd love you so much
Now to someone I needed to shout

But when everyone heard of this
They all started to shun me too.
I felt like an insect,
I hid for days in the loo

I knew everyone thought I broke your heart
The bitch still spread rumours
But no one knew the truth
Under my breath I mouthed curses

Suddenly i felt all alone
I couldn't let it out
No shoulder to turn
Those friends I could do without

I slowly turned cold
My insides all frozen
I didn't give a hoot for everything
Who gives a damn about those hot men

It's too hard to say
So I keep it inside me
I can feel it's teeth
It's alive inside me

It's eating out my insides
It's killing me alive
Just then I found out
It wasn't you who murdered me with a knife

It was your words
They struck me so hard
Outside I have to be smiley,
while inside I'm dying so bad

My intestines have all rotted
My brain is all soggy
But my heart continues to pump
But my body is so laggy.

What's this?
You're telling me I cannot die?
What can be worse, then
It's murder without a knife