It's Murder without a Knife

*DISCLAIMER*
It's another one of mine that i just wrote.
Hope you people will like it(:
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It wasn't my fault
I honestly didn't mean it
She asked me to
She gave me all this shit

She didn't tell you?
Oh that bitch
While my heart's breaking
She making out at the beach

I'm the the scapegoat,
I can't help
She made me do it,
And now I can't give a yelp.

She told me a secret,
hooked pinkies ; a promise
She two-timed you
And now she wants to give you a miss

So now come the part
Where the prat asked me
"would you help?
I can't break his heart, you see."

She was a friend, my best
Smiling I offered
Not knowing this trap she made
Was, by my every step, deepened.

But he love you gave me
Was sweeter than candy
Before long I fell for
That love which you gave me

With your hand in mine
I still remember your touch
I felt the warmth
I just miss you so much

With my head on your shoulder
In just the right spot
You made my head spin
You made my heart stop

With your hands on my waist
And mine on your chest
I could feel your heart beating
Against mine in my breast

With all these memories in my head
I thought of you day and night
You were my addiction
Like a cigarette and a light

You said it would never end
This love would be forever
I was so naive
Believing in "happily ever after"

How'd I know this wasn't meant to last
And that fairy tales
Never comes true
You put my love up on a scale

I heard ugly rumours
How I'd never match up to you
How you'd rather die
Than carry anything I sew

You blamed me for your previous break
You said I was spreading lies
"She never two-timed me,
I asked, she said it was a lie."

I was so shocked I couldn't cry
I never knew that
Those few words could hurt so much
I suddenly wished that we'd never met

You knew I still loved you
But now you didn't care
You acted so cold, I found myself wishing:
"Please let me wake from this nightmare."

But it wasn't a nightmare,
Although reality does seem much like it
I wondered if we could ever patch,
But you gave a huge fit

Inside I felt so worthless
I thought that you'd never find out
I admit I never knew I'd love you so much
Now to someone I needed to shout

But when everyone heard of this
They all started to shun me too.
I felt like an insect,
I hid for days in the loo

I knew everyone thought I broke your heart
The bitch still spread rumours
But no one knew the truth
Under my breath I mouthed curses

Suddenly i felt all alone
I couldn't let it out
No shoulder to turn
Those friends I could do without

I slowly turned cold
My insides all frozen
I didn't give a hoot for everything
Who gives a damn about those hot men

It's too hard to say
So I keep it inside me
I can feel it's teeth
It's alive inside me

It's eating out my insides
It's killing me alive
Just then I found out
It wasn't you who murdered me with a knife

It was your words
They struck me so hard
Outside I have to be smiley,
while inside I'm dying so bad

My intestines have all rotted
My brain is all soggy
But my heart continues to pump
But my body is so laggy.

What's this?
You're telling me I cannot die?
What can be worse, then
It's murder without a knife

It's weird how i love you

*DISCLAIMER*
Hahas(:
Finished my two exams like finally.
I did this on my handphone again.
Hope you people like it(:
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It's weird you know,
The way we were teased by people before.
They thought we were one
Joining our names.

It's weird you know,
How we'd deny it
Like we never knew what love was.
Perhaps you didn't, but i knew i did

It's weird you know,
I've been in and out of love twice
Each of them painful
Each of them i cried.

It's weird to know,
How I stopped believing in love
Until I met you
Although i was dense enough not to notice

It's weird to know,
The look i see in your eyes,
Though i don't know what it means
But i thought i saw a flash

It's weird to know,
Perhaps I didn't want to believe
Truthfully, i was afraid of being hurt again.
I was afraid of rejection

It's weird to know,
How i deluded myself
I told myself i didn't like you at all
But i really cannot help it

It's weird to know,
I'm going to face up to my feelings
I'll brace myself
And tomorrow would be a new birthday

We'll be sisters for a lifetime

*DISCLAIMER*
I made this myself,
Rather impromptu yeahs
I did this on the spot.
From my handphone hehs
It's about how two sisters love to fight each other and end up hating each other.
But it has a kinda happier end(:
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I know we fight 24/7
Though mummy tells us not to
Endorphins released, oh what heaven
I pull your hair and you pull mine

You're 4 years my junior
Asking me non-stop questions
Perhaps i should have seen that earlier
You just wanted to know as much as me

I complained to mum,
How you were so annoying
How you couldn't even do your sums
How i thought you were dumb

I thought mum was biased,
That she always sided with you
I smiled to you my wryiest
And told you i hated you

Being young you didn't understand
But i forgot you grew, like me
All these years the things i couldn't mend
Perhaps you grew to hate me too

From those innocent eyes that looked at me
Now i see what i saw then
In you, i saw me, i heard me
Your eyes your voice in an "i hate you"

Just then in school the teacher said,
"Describe your sister in two minutes."
I was stuck, i scratched my head
I couldn't speak a single word

Afterwards i slapped myself
For being such a failure
I was a sister to yourself
But i couldn't even manage 2 minutes talking about you

I hung my head as i thought about this
Kinship only happens once and lasts for only a lifetime
Once i reached home i hugged you and gave you a kiss
For nothing can change this bond we share

I'm sorry i wasn't a proper sister all these years
I should have realised earlier
Without you for all those years
I'll admit my life would've been pretty boring

Thank you for always being there for me, though i've been too blind to realise it. Deep in my heart, you'll always be my little sister.